Summer break is ending...

I apologize for the unexplained hiatus from blogging.

A few highlights from the summer

- Maine Lobsterfest Roadtrip

- Visit to San Francisco to see my family and catch a SF Giant's game

- Revisiting Governor's Island for biking

I am also happy to announce a career change! I will blog more about it when I start but my final day in my current position is on the 25th and I start my new job on the 30th. I had spent roughly more than a year exploring NYC's tech sector and figuring out what other skills I could use at the workplace that I wasn't able to currently utilize. I'm excited to find a position that lets me combine my finance background with the tech world.

20 TED talks for everyone!

Officially this is for recent grads but the themes of these talks are relevant for people at all stages in life. Especially when you are trying to take some time to reflect.

Let me know which ones you guys enjoy the most!

http://www.accreditedonlinecolleges.com/blog/2011/the-20-essential-ted-talks-for-new-grads

1. Nigel Marsh: How to make work-life balance work: If you thought it was hard to balance schoolwork with your personal life in college, things won’t get any easier when you’ve landed a fulltime job. Take a few lessons on how to find a balance between time for yourself, your friends and your work in this talk from Nigel Marsh.
2. Arianna Huffington: How to succeed? Get more sleep: As a student you probably endured many a sleepless night studying or working on big projects, but if you want to succeed in life after college, you’re going to need to get some rest. At least, that’s what Arianna Huffington thinks. Listen to this talk as she shares some of the benefits it can have for your body and your mind.
3. Caroline Casey: Looking past limits: Have you ever thought to yourself that you can’t or won’t ever be able to do something? Why put such boundaries on what you can achieve? In this talk, you’ll get inspired to move beyond the ways you may be limiting yourself and push yourself to really see what you can do.
4. Alain de Botton: A kinder, gentler philosophy of success: What does success mean to you? Failure? In this lecture, you’ll learn how our ideas of what counts as success and failure may be a bit too harsh and learn ways to give yourself credit for all the wonderful things you’ll accomplish in your years after college.
5. Tim Ferriss: Smash fear, learn anything: Even the bravest among us are sometimes afraid to aim high and push boundaries, terrified of failure, humiliation or letting others and ourselves down. But in this talk, Tim Ferriss asks us to consider, "What’s the worst that could happen?" When you stop to think about it, you may have nothing to fear after all.
6. Rebecca Saxe: How we read each other’s minds: No matter what field you’ve chosen to major in at school, in the working world you are going to be in close proximity with coworkers, bosses and perhaps even clients. Learning to better understand communication, whether spoken or not, and how it can be an immensely helpful tool. You’ll gain some valuable insights when you listen to this talk from expert Rebecca Saxe.
7. Elizabeth Gilbert on nurturing creativity: Whether it’s expectations you have for yourself or those in your life, sometimes we struggle to live up to our ideas about what’s genius and creative. In this talk from writer Elizabeth Gilbert, you’ll learn how to awaken the innovation that lives inside of you and perhaps spark ideas that will drive you towards greater career success.
8. Jeff Bezos: What matters more than your talents: Through this inspiring talk, Amazon founder Jeff Bezos asks grads to measure their potential not on their abilities, but their actions. While talents can form a great foundation, it is good character, insightful decisions and what we do, not what we say, that makes us who we are.
9. Dan Pink on the surprising science of motivation: If you really stop and think about it, what motivates you to do your best and work hard? The reality is that many of the ways we traditionally try to push ourselves aren’t really the best. Learn how to motivate yourself and anyone you might be managing in your new career through this talk from writer Dan Pink.
10. Ric Elias: 3 things I learned while my plane crashed: Small issues can seem large, arguments irreparable and paths set in stone — until we’re faced with a life and death situation. In this talk, Ric Elias shares what really runs through the mind in those moments and how you can use these lessons to change how you live every day.
11. Steve Jobs: How to live before you die: One of the wealthiest and most successful businesspeople in the world, Steve Jobs has plenty of lessons he can teach students about what it means to get to the top. In this talk given to Stanford students, he shares the importance of following your dreams and seeing the opportunities that exist even in failure.
12. John Wooden on true success: Whether you love basketball or not, this talk from renowned coach John Wooden is sure to inspire. He shares advice and wisdom on what success really means and how all of us can get there in our own ways.
13. JK Rowling: The fringe benefits of failure: New grads often fear failure, but as you’ll learn in this talk from acclaimed author J.K. Rowling, sometimes it’s the only way to find success. Get inspiration to follow your dreams, work hard and make the life you’ve always wanted for yourself.
14. Richard St. John’s 8 secrets of success: There may be no single recipe for success, but this talk from Richard St. John illuminates some of the essential ingredients that go into any viable project or career. Not only is it an inspirational talk, but one that can help you redefine how you see your path to the top.
15. Philip Zimbardo prescribes a healthy take on time: How you look at time can actually impact your present happiness and success, or so says psychologist Philip Zimbardo. In this talk, you’ll learn how changing your outlook on your past, present and future can make for a better life.
16. Joachim de Posada says, Don’t eat the marshmallow yet: So many of us are all about instant gratification, getting what we want, when we want it, but in this talk you’ll learn why delayed gratification can be so powerful.
17. Derek Sivers: Keep your goals to yourself: As a new grad, you’ll undoubtedly having people asking you what you plan to do with your life. You’ll have to tell them something, but you might not want to share everything – as you’ll learn in this talk. In fact, not talking about your goals may make you more likely to actually go out there and pursue them.
18. Gary Vaynerchuk: Do what you love (no excuses!): Do you love a career that doesn’t promise big paychecks or have a passion for something that’s incredibly hard to make into a career? That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t try. Gary Vaynerchuk shares why it’s good to be a dreamer in this amazing talk.
19. Rick Warren on a life of purpose: Everyone feels at some point or another that their life is without purpose, but in this talk from Rick Warren you’ll learn why it’s so important to find a drive in your life, whatever it may be, and work your hardest at fulfilling it.
20. Carl Honore praises slowness: As a new grad, newly independent adult and possibly new employee, you’ve got a lot on your plate and may be so busy you’re rushing from place to place and task to task. Yet speed isn’t necessarily a virtue when it comes to a happy and successful life. Take a listen to this lecture and learn why slowing down and savoring every moment has its virtues as well.

Find the Future!

I'm at the NYPL main library! It is 4am! This is super cool but I am fading. Only a few hours to go!

It has been an amazing night though.

I feel like I'm in a gigantic large study hall with 500 passionate nerdy students!

The game works like this--

We are on different teams both working on the same goal.
1. We need to find items and scan them on our phone. This unlocks something online.

2. Now we answer the prompt that ends up being text for our book!

I unlocked Virginia Wolfe's diary. She committed suicide so is that why I was asked to imagine and write about the best day of my life?

Another fun one was a jazz related piece. Then we were asked to rewrite one sentence in 10 ways!

The game is downloadable on your smart phones.

The library is going to continue to have 100 amazing items (ranging from The Declaration of Independence to Malcolm X's briefcase)!

More info here

http://exhibitions.nypl.org/100/

I really feel my brain slowing down but other highlights are

1. The onsite book binder.

2. The tour of the library stacks which is usually closed to the public.

3. The personalized postcard from the future that was written in relation to our entry.

4. The variety of intense ppl (typing away to meet deadlines) and quirky ppl (attacking the cheese platter in the break room).

5. The fact that I get to pull an all-nighter in the library!!

6. Jane McGonigal is super cool and genius enough to imagine a game like this!

7. Getting to break normal library rules :)

Find out what we are up to by following the #findthefuture hashtag on Twitter

Photos to come!

Shout out to Regina!

Yes, that's me!

So my colleague sent me an email with the subject line

"Like to give a shout out to regina"

The email contained a link to an article about how social support at work led to a decrease in all causes of death. Interestingly, social support from supervisors had no impact on the risk factors for death.

I can say many things about my job but one thing I do enjoy is the social support I get at work. It makes sense that if you don't enjoy the people you spend time with for at least 8 hours, 5 days a week, your health will take a hit.

You hear many places talk about culture and it is mentioned again and again in presentations as you decide to apply for a job, during the interview, and then you. finally. get. to. the. workplace.

Now, culture means something. I finally understood what the big to do about culture once I realized it boiled down to fitting in.

You need to choose a workplace where the gap between who you are and who succeeds is very small.

How can a tree grow in the wrong soil? That's the analogy I think best describes a company's culture. The wrong soil can't help a great tree grow.

Here is the study about how social rejection is physically painful

http://www.nytimes.com/2011/05/15/fashion/is-rejection-painful-actually-it-is-studied.html?ref=fashion

and here is the article about good social support

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/42995889/ns/health-health_care/t/chummy-co-workers-may-lengthen-your-life/

How to Stand More

because our bodies aren't built for sitting all day!

Trendy health article themes I've encountered lately include-

"How Sitting will Kill You"

"Fidgeting your way to Fitness"

etc etc etc

I think most of us like to sit when we are tired and we are used to sitting more than we are used to standing but I'm scared of my body's composition changing so much that metabolic syndrome kicks in. The articles about how even exercising an hour a day can't combat straight up sitting are scary too.

What's a person to do short of becoming a forest ranger ?

Most of us don't have standing desks or walking treadmills so it really is a conscious effort to move during the day.

Ideas for Standing more

1. If you commute, try to stand instead of sit. If you have to drive, I realize this isn't an option but if you take the train, avoid the temptation of grabbing a seat since you will be sitting the rest of the day.

2. Take every opportunity to grab water or stand up and grab something from the printer. I turned down a printer at my desk so that I would be forced to walk to the printer. Even if standing up feels like an interruption to your work flow, your health will thank you for it.

3. Allow yourself to fidget. I'm naturally restless and fidgety and if you have a cubicle like I do or you can fidget without distracting others around you, then by all means let yourself fidget!

4. Volunteer to help carry install ink on a printer, deliver files, and chat with people in person instead of on the phone.

5. Take a lunch time walk or 5 minutes in the morning and afternoon to walk around the block . It clears your head and prevents you from sitting.

6. This is a stranger idea, but you can always do squats, jumping jacks, or run in place in an empty conference room, bathroom, or empty spot in the office. You might find it more fun, knowing someone might spot you exercising in an unusual spot!

7. See if there is an ergonomic department or wellness department that will support employees that want to find alternatives to sitting all day. This could mean converting an office into a room with a few yoga mats and some free weights.

I already use ideas 1-5 but I will give 6 and 7 a try later this week!

Let me know what you try!

PS-

Here is a graphic about how sitting kills you!

http://lifehacker.com/5800720/the-sitting-is-killing-you-infographic-illustrates-the-stress-of-prolonged-sitting-importance-of-getting-up

Thinking rooms

Remember how I commented on the high ceilings in the main NYPL library reading room? I also like the high ceilings in my apartment and open spaces in general. I guess I intuitively realized that welcoming spaces do encourage different kinds of mental activity and affect your moods.

This article (http://online.wsj.com/article/SB10001424052748703778104576287121392285518.html)

in the WSJ supports the hypothesis that architecture affects mental activity.

Specifically, older, louder, dimmer buildings caused more stress for white collar workers than newer buildings which are usually more airy and open. Sigh, I work in an old building.

I realized a few months after I started working that blue collar workers often have more physically tiring jobs with aches and pains that show up in pretty obvious ways. White collar workers have work that is less physically taxing but the impact of sitting all day and more subtle stresses add up later on.

It would be great if more companies would realize that investing in a nice working environment will result in a workforce that is happier and more productive. For the most part, companies are inconsistent. I know that the same company can have a huge range of office spaces within the same city and definitely amongst different countries. I think this is just an issue that isn't a priority for most companies but as companies compete harder for talent, working space and quality of life will matter more. Let's hope (for all of us who already think that everything is out to poison us --subtly and not so subtly) that louder, dimly lit, lack of natural lighting spaces are going to be a relic of the past sooner rather than later!

NYPL visit

In anticipation of the Find the Future game, I took the library building tour with a bunch of other eager Find the Future players. It was actually my first time going into the Steven Schwarzman Library (the big iconic one in Bryant Park) and I realized I really should have gone sooner!

We had an awesome tour guide who couldn't speak very loudly so she had a very endearing come hither motion whenever she wanted us to come closer. I learned the entrance,the Astor Room, was made entirely of marble. Also learned that the library has the original Winnie the Pooh animals and a copy of the first Gutenberg Bible in the US. More iconic items will be on display in a few weeks because the library is celebrating 100 years!

More about the 100 years here

http://exhibitions.nypl.org/100/?hpfeature=3

The main reading room was also really impressive! I loved the sky murals and the high ceilings! I was so tired after the one hour tour that I managed to take a short nap on one of the reading room tables :) In San Francisco, they are very good at kicking you out if you fall asleep in the library so I guess NYC has a different policy or they are understaffed.

Epic Wins!

I learned about epic wins from this talk below!

http://www.ted.com/talks/jane_mcgonigal_gaming_can_make_a_better_world.html

This is a great TED talk. Jane McGonigal is leading the NYPL Find the Future game.

Essentially, she believes the world can be a better place if we can harness the skills we gain from gaming into solving real world problems. She is definitely right about people wanting meaningful engaging hard work, which explains why active players of World of Warcraft spend around 22 hrs/week on the game.

She identifies 4 things that gamers gain from gaming

1. Urgent optimism - knowing you can get to an epic win

2. Blissful productivity- engaging hard work with a positive end result

3. Trust and cooperation- often working in teams to accomplish missions

3. Epic meaning- believing and working towards a greater goal

So if you can harness all 4 of these qualities into solving issues that plague the world, that would be pretty incredible.

And for those of us who haven't had a good engaging game to play, Jane McGonigal also shares a historical story the town of Lydia, in Greece, where 2500 years ago there was an 18 yr famine and to help people cope with famine, their king had a day where people could eat and a day where people would play games to take their minds off the lack of food.

Here's the story below,

"According to Herodotus, after 18 years the famine wasn't getting better, So, the king decided they would play one final dice game. They divided the entire kingdom in half. They played one dice game, and the winners of that game got to go on an epic adventure. They would leave Lydia, And they would go out in search of a new place to live,leaving behind just enough people to survive on the resources that were available, and hopefully to take the civilization somewhere else where they could thrive.

Now, this sounds crazy, right? But recently, DNA evidence has shown that the Etruscans, who lead to the Roman empire, actually share the same DNA as the ancient Lydians. And so, recently, scientists have suggested that Herodotus's crazy story is actually true. And geologists have found evidence of a global cooling that lasted for nearly 20 years that could have explained the famine. So, this crazy story might be true. They might have actually saved their culture by playing games,escaping to games for 18 years and then been so inspired, and knew so much about how to come together with games, that they actually saved the entire civilization that way."

I think it is very impressive to identify qualities and skills in one area of life and try to apply to a wider swatch of life. That stuff is really interesting to me so I'm going to continue with writing about what I learn about gaming this week.

I can't ignore gaming anymore

I've almost always ignored video games partly because of lack of access and partly cause of lack of interest and I will probably continue to limit the games I play online, on Facebook, and on consoles but I and can't ignore this phenomenon of bringing gaming mechanics into our real lives.

I was recently accepted as one of 500 players selected to play the NYPL Find the Future game! I actually applied because I read about it on someone's twitter feed and thought it would be so cool to spend the night at the museum and try to write a book together through a scavenger hunt!

Jane McGonigal who wrote, Reality Is Broken: Why Games Make Us Better and How They Can Change the World, is running the event and the title of this book is intriguing especially for someone who hasn't been an active gamer. Part of me does think of video games as escapist and a waste of time but I like Jane's answer and want to read her book!

NYPL: Some think gaming is escapist. Can games change the world?
JM: That’s the biggest misperception. Gaming is productive. It produces positive emotion, stronger social relationships, a sense of accomplishment, and for players who are part of a game community, a chance to build a sense of purpose. I’m interested in bringing this mindset to our real lives and efforts to tackle the world’s most urgent problems, from curing cancer to slowing climate change.

http://www.nypl.org/blog/2011/04/01/jane-mcgonigal-and-nypl-present-find-future-game

I think it is really interesting to try to find a way to bring the best of gaming into real life. I look forward to reporting on how it goes for me and 499 others on May 20th!

If you are interested in learning more about gaming mechanics, give this link here a read. It is what convinced me that our world already has plenty of game dynamics in it-- we just don't describe it as such.

Forget Frugality?

The obvious flip side to simply saving money is actively pursuing making more money.

The Bucks Blog post from the NYTimes about focusing on generating more wealth instead of trying so hard to save it is here.

Ramit Sethi is definitely right about most personal finance education focusing on ways you can cut your spending instead of ways to earn more money. My main issue with earning more vs spending less is that it takes much more of your free time to sell a service you have in order to make more money. If you cut out the extra latte a week, you don't sacrifice free time necessarily.

That being said, anyone want me to give them a haircut for $100/hour?

How to talk to Strangers

Today a little boy (maybe age 11 at most) said hello to me on the subway. I said hello and continued my reading but it seemed like he wanted to chat and when I looked up again he said "New York is a beautiful city". Turns out he was visiting from Guadalajara, Mexico and his parents were comfortable with him and his younger brother chatting up people on the subway. I learned that he was in town for 4 days and then headed to Boston. It was not his first time in NYC, he attends an American school in Mexico, and he liked talking to strangers cause he "always learned something new". In fact, he was able to hold a very good conversation--better than some adults I've met.

I also enjoy talking to strangers. Although we are taught as children to avoid talking to strangers, I think we should actually only be taught to not talk to "scary" strangers. "Scary" encompasses any strange vibe or discomfort you feel from a stranger.

Before I give these tips for talking to strangers I know some of you are wondering why you should even bother talking to strangers. It is really up to the individual but approaching someone you don't know may be interesting, can help pass boredom, and might lead to something positive.

Tips for talking to strangers

1. Start with a broad statement that features a shared experience.

Maybe the boy I met today will have a future in diplomacy. He knew how to start a conversation with a positive and broad comment about New York. This works because I live here and he was visiting. Other topics like the weather are boring but they are safe and if you want to talk to a stranger, stick to a safe opening.

2. Ask a question.

Waiting in lines is a good opportunity to talk to strangers and it helps pass the time. The last time I was in a really long line to get into the Picasso Museum in Barcelona, I talked to the American family standing in front of me by asking them where they were from. Asking about someone's reading material is also a good opening. I've found myself curious about whether someone else enjoyed the same book I see them reading and strangers have asked me about my reading material too.

3. Make sure you have an out.

If you decide to talk to a stranger, it is best to not talk to them without an "out" in mind. Knowing how to end the conversation is as valuable as knowing how to start one. If you are in line, your out will be when you are both inside a venue. If you need an earlier out, you can look off into the distance and hope the stranger gets the hint, or you will need to pretend to make a phone call or have work that you need to get done in line. If you are on the train, your stop or their stop is your "out" but you should be prepared to get off earlier and jump onto another car if you have to.

Let me know if you use any of these tips already or have some to contribute!

Perfectly boiled eggs

Thank you to Serious Eats and their article here about how to make the perfect boiled egg. I am pretty sure I have overcooked them for years and this is the first time I had the perfect yellowish orange cooked but not chalky yolks!

Delicious breakfast with some tomato sauce :)

Give it a try!

All I did was put 4 eggs into a pot and wait for the water to start bubbling/boiling/simmering.

Then I turned off the heat but I left the eggs in the water for another 10 minutes just as Serious Eats suggests.

Link again is here!

Find the Future!

A big thank you to my college roommate (and new fan of my blog) for reminding me of the NYPL deadline! I almost missed it!

Here it goes guys

By the year 2021, I will become the first person to have ...

have launched the Positive PR Pact! Friends, students, and colleagues will spread positive news about each other to combat negative gossip.

I will keep you posted on whether I make it into the group of 500 who get to play the game on
May 20th! Read some other really entertaining, witty, and creative entries here.

And I will be writing more about the inspiration behind the Positive PR Pact, case study where I've seen it work, and my plan to introduce it to a high school classroom.

Project We Believe

In honor of Women Wednesdays, I'm featuring Project We Believe which is founded by two young women. Mahnoor Yawar (also a Smithie) , one of the co-founders, first told me about the project a few months ago.

I've been impressed by both the idea and the execution of Project We Believe. Participating is easy-- you send in a photo and a quote that inspires you and promotes tolerance. They have also recently started their "Celebrating Women Everyday" video series which features women and the various reasons they like being themselves.

I find their mission statement interesting because they say that they are more than just a movement. Since many organizations aren't even close to becoming a movement I was very intrigued by what else they aspire to be. They write that participants are also taking a "pledge of defiance against the extremists, the dictators, the fear-mongers, the assassins".

I love the simplicity and the scope of Project We Believe and hope you check it out too!

Fear is the mind-killer

"I must not fear.
Fear is the mind-killer.
Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration.
I will face my fear.
I will permit it to pass over me and through me.
And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path.
Where the fear has gone there will be nothing.
Only I will remain."

Anyone else recognize this quote? I read some sci-fi classics during my youth and the quote comes from Frank Herbert's Dune series. I can go into the themes of the plot some other time but even years later the "litany against fear" is one of the really striking features of the series.

I wanted to write about fear because I'm subscribed on an online magazine called Fear.less (latest issue is here) that features stories of a wide range of people who have overcome fear. I've read only the first article of the April issue but it is about a guy who started an org called Wine to Water which raises money for clean water through fundraising at different bar or wine related events.

I aspire to contribute an article to Fear.less someday!

The Praise of the Praiseworthy

"The praise of the praiseworthy is above all rewards."

I actually heard the phrase "praise of the praiseworthy" from one of Tim Keller's sermons (he leads the church I attend www.redeemer.com) but after my Google search I think he might have been quoting that from Lord of the Rings.

I thought of this particular quote because I had written a corollary to it a few months ago.

"Do not seek approval and recognition from the wrong people, for the wrong reasons, in the wrong way."

(yes, I did bold my own quote. Blog author privilege :) )

As an additional reminder to myself, I even wrote it on fancy stationary and put it in my bag as a reminder. I found myself needing this reminder as an anchor for my actions and my thoughts as I unconsciously and consciously tried to impress people who I had found out said unflattering things about me. I think the more rational response would have been to sever ties with them or adjust the relationship accordingly but like guys who are drawn to girls who play "hard to get" I found myself wanting to prove their statements wrong. What a losing battle of time and energy and self-respect that was!

I did regain my sense of perspective and I wrote down my quote one morning so that I wouldn't forget it. I was inspired to write my Monday Musing on this topic because I realized I wasn't alone in trying to find the best way to deal with negative PR that others can spread about you.

The first step was to recognize that I didn't want to live any more moments of my life trying to impress people who were frankly not worthy of being impressed. The second epiphany is the Positive PR Pact(PPRP) that I created to combat the negative PR. I have proof that he PPRP works and I look forward to sharing more about it with you all next week and launching it on a larger scale in the future!

Seitan= kaofu

Back to a more lighthearted post!

I never knew that vegans relied not just on tofu but also on seitan. I actually had no idea what seitan was (it is some sort of wheat gluten) and what it would resemble but after going on wikipedia.org I realized I had been eating a version of it my whole life!

Kaofu is this dish. Very frequently eaten as a cold appetizer in Shanghainese cooking.

It is a savory dish with some sweetness.

My colleague loves seitan so I had to try these seitan skewers today at a vegan restaurant I was persuaded to try.

These seitan skewers in chimmichurri sauce smelled and tasted good! Kaofu is marinated throughout so I would have preferred that that whole skewer be better marinated but I enjoyed the texture and the sauce a lot. It does have a texture that is reminiscent of meat.

My friend and I also decided to share a platter of 4 sides and 2 sauces. The standouts were the spicy peanut sauce (which I vow to replicate) and their version of cornbread was good too. I think its odd to eat tofu that is unmarinated (I think you can see a theme in my food preferences) but grilled tofu tasted good and the spicy peanut sauce was a great addition.

I'm going to be happy to report to my colleague on Monday that I was pleasantly surprised vegan food could be very filling and tasty.

Life Strategy?

So the last few posts were about being engaged in each day and this post is about examining your life as a whole.

The speech by Harvard Business School professor Clayton Christensen reposted here, titled "How Will you Measure your Life?" encourages you to apply some business principles to your personal life. I know it sounds dehumanizing to consider yourself a company but he isn't talking about how much revenue growth you have year to year in terms of salary, he is talking about how you allocate your resources and your strategy/mission for your life.

I first came across this article when I peeked over at the woman I was sitting next to on the subway to see what she was reading. Harvard Business Review...interesting. Anyway, I did chat with her and I later looked up the article online.

The first time I read "How Will you Measure your Life?" I had two immediate reactions

1. I think this guy "gets" it.

2. How do I find an hour a day to reflect and pray about the purpose for my own life?

What do I mean by he "gets" it? I mean that I think it is uncommon for most people to dedicate time to thinking about the purpose of their lives. It is one of those big questions that either gets neglected in the frenzy of a busy life or one that gets ignored because there are a million easier things to do than think about the purpose of your life. I think that having a life purpose/vision/mission statement helps anchor you when life gets crazy. I think its pretty remarkable he allocated an hour a day during his Rhodes scholar life. I also generally agree with his conclusion

"Donʼt worry about the level of individual prominence you have achieved; worry about

the individuals you have helped become better people. This is my final recommendation: Think about the metric by which your

life will be judged, and make a resolution to live every day so that in the end, your life will be judged a success."

I guess since I'm advocating living consciously every day, I also need to add that it goes hand in hand with living consciously towards a purpose. I haven't followed through on my desire to spend an hour or even half an hour each day dedicated to quiet time and reflection but since I have a blog audience I am issuing a public challenge to myself to allocate a half hour each day towards thinking about how I'm going to measure my life and I'm sure it will turn into more blog posts :)

Let me know if any of you want to try this with me!

No more living for the weekend

So this post is about getting stuck in a rut and then trying to stay out of one.

There was a period early in my career where the novelty of work had worn off and I found myself unhappy and dissatisfied but instead of working towards pinpointing the source of the problems and finding a solution, I found various ways to forget about them. This actually made things worse. I found myself catching up on tv shows and finding new ones in an effort to forget about the current day and avoid thinking about the upcoming workday. I can't remember when I snapped out of the "waiting for the weekend" mode of thinking but I do believe I gradually convinced myself that the problem couldn't be that bad and that a solution was possible.

There are a lot of good themes to focus on in David Foster Wallace's commencement speech (link is here) but I found his ideas about choosing to be present and his acknowledgement of how hard that can be to be

Take his description of visiting the grocery store (14th St Union Sq. Trader Joes anyone?)

The point is that petty, frustrating crap like this is exactly where the work of choosing comes in. Because the traffic jams and crowded aisles and long checkout lines give me time to think, and if I don't make a conscious decision about how to think and what to pay attention to, I'm going to be pissed and miserable every time I have to food-shop, because my natural default-setting is the certainty that situations like this are really all about me, about my hungriness and my fatigue and my desire to just get home, and it's going to seem, for all the world, like everybody else is just in my way, and who are all these people in my way? And look at how repulsive most of them are and how stupid and cow-like and dead-eyed and nonhuman they seem here in the checkout line, or at how annoying and rude it is that people are talking loudly on cell phones in the middle of the line, and look at how deeply unfair this is: I've worked really hard all day and I'm starved and tired and I can't even get home to eat and unwind because of all these stupid g-d-people.

When stuck on a crowded, slow-moving train, or in a long grocery line, you have no control over anything but your own thoughts (if that). How we think and react to the mundane and irritating aspects of our lives can be as important as the "big" moments because most of us will inevitably have more days that are considered mundane than exciting. I don't allow myself to mentally check out anymore (at least not for more than a day) but I think the next excerpt captures what I'm trying to say :

The really important kind of freedom involves attention, and awareness, and discipline, and effort, and being able truly to care about other people and to sacrifice for them, over and over, in myriad petty little unsexy ways, every day. That is real freedom. The alternative is unconsciousness, the default-setting, the "rat race" -- the constant gnawing sense of having had and lost some infinite thing.

I think he is right...and it isn't easy but it is worth it to "stay conscious".

Quarterlife crisis readings

Having a quarterlife crisis is definitely something that would be hashtagged on twitter as #firstworldproblems but it is a relatively common topic amongst my peers.

Part of the difficulty of graduating from college is realizing that

1. There is no longer a clear road map to "success". You got into college and graduated. Maybe you have a job now too. Now what?

2. There are no longer grades, tests, papers, and other external sources of measurement and praise for your self worth. Hopefully, your self worth was never dependent on these external measurements to begin with.

3. You and your friends are no longer on "equal" footing. Different working hours, salaries, and professions can create subtle changes in relationships where in the past we were all students.

4. Life was never fair but once you leave academia there is no pretense of trying to make life appear fair.

5. You realize that the process of getting a job at your firm was more challenging than your day to day work.

I think each of the 5 issues above can contribute to some reassessment of our life, time, and relationships.

There have been two influential articles/essays for me during my period of reassessment.

I want to explore David Foster Wallace's commencement speech (http://online.wsj.com/article/SB122178211966454607.html) further on Wednesday

and the essay about How to Measure a Life from Harvard Business School (http://alexcusack.files.wordpress.com/2010/08/how-will-you-measure-your-life.pdf) on Thursday.

The commencement speech focuses on how to live and think in the present while the HBS essay applies some principles used in assessing companies on your own life.

FOB- Fresh off the Boat

I've never been a fan of the term "FOB" but I must say that this website
www.mymomisafob.com has me literally laughing out loud.

I can imagine my parents sending me emails and reminders very similar to those posted on this website.

I should probably submit some stories myself...

I recently sent my parents a photo of a Mexican night meal I made with my roommates.
Somehow they focused on the wine glasses and I got the below message :

Warning:

You should not drink liquor and wine so much!

The warning was in red and the sentence was in green....

Enjoy the more light hearted aspects of having fobby parents!
www.mymomisafob.com

No-Recipe Cooking

I think you can learn a lot about someone when you spend try cooking with them. How willing are they try something new? Make a mistake? Take instructions? Stray from a recipe?

Both my parents are amazing cooks. I'm pretty impressed by their division of labor when they make hundreds of dumplings from scratch and when they want the kitchen to themselves. My dad can do anything with leftovers and regularly decides to make soymilk from scratch or put a pot of rice wine to ferment under my comforter. My mom is the picture of efficiency and creativity in the kitchen and takes pride in adding some artistry into a dishe's presentation. Take this tofu, avocado, black egg, mango, celery, oyster sauce salad below. Not typical in Chinese cooking or typical in American cooking but extremely tasty!



I've learned that I can only expect laughter when I ask my parents for a recipe. Though this was initially quite frustrating, I've had to learn to cook by trial and error and rely on my sense of taste which has ultimately made me a confident, creative, and instinctual cook. Interesting that by not teaching me how to cook, they essentially taught me how to cook!

One of my greatest re-creations below! I reject most sweet pancakes for breakfast and prefer this savory crepe-like pancake below. My dad uses milk, flour, cheese, and onions. I jazzed it up by adding hot pepper flakes and mushrooms. The tricky part was figuring out the right ratio of liquid to dry ingredients. My parents accused me of being too specific when I tried to get an estimate of the ratio of flour to milk! I didn't write down my final recipe either (go figure) but I successfully evaluated the thickness of the batter by slowly adding more milk to the flour and watching how the batter would fall off the spoon.





I can't promise all Friday posts will be food related but these blog posts are definitely a great way to share my food and life theories. :)

Getting your emails read

Roughly a month ago, I came across an interesting and useful post by Fred Wilson, a venture capitalist based in NYC, titled "How to Get Your Emails Read." The original link is here.

I receive emails from current Smith students and also send out emails to people I don't know so I was definitely curious to know how someone who probably gets hundreds of emails a day determines which emails to read.

From what I can tell, it starts with having a compelling subject line. Personally, I I'll open the email when the subject line

1. Has a specific request/action/update
2. References where we met/what it is that connects us
3. Wildcard attempt

Number two, referencing how we met/why there is a connection, is the subject line I receive most often and use most often. I've personally successfully used "TFA Conference-- Asian Women's Leadership University" to follow up with people after a conference. I've also used "From one Smith alum to another" or "Hello from a Smithie" to reach out to alums and have opened emails to me with "Smith Student seeking your Career Advice" in the subject line.

I can't think of a recent example where I had to reach out to someone new with a very specific request/action/update in the subject line but reading Fred Wilson's post, he uses the example of "Twitter board date change" and says "that double works. Portfolio company name plus very descriptive."

The third type of subject line is the most fun. I usually use it when the person is a complete stranger and a long shot. I usually reference the project in the subject line or the latest attempt that has worked for me is to use that person's quote in the subject line. I hope they recognize their own quote and the extra effort on my part to find it.

Reaching out to someone through email is the most common way that I follow up with people I meet in person. Next week, I will share some tips on email content.

Asian Women's Leadership University (AWLU)

I'm excited to kick off my "Women Wednesday" posts by introducing a project I've been involved with since Fall of 2010.
Since graduation, I've found that a number of my interests intersect with advancing the lives of women around the world through education.

My involvement with the Asian Women's Leadership University (AWLU) is one of those serendipitous moments in life where different connections seem to come together. I met Barbara Hou, President and CEO of the AWLU project, while doing an an international rotation for work in Hong Kong. I met her through another Smith alum who also reconnected me with Barbara when she moved to NYC to pursue her Phd in International Relations. Oddly enough, not only did we both graduate from Smith College but we attended the same high school in San Francisco as well. It is pretty cool to see one of my high school counselors on the donor list because of Barbara's connection to our high school.

The two main reasons the AWLU project has my support are below

1. I believe in the AWLU mission statement below
"Our aim is to establish an international, liberal arts women’s leadership university in Asia. We hope to provide an extraordinary educational opportunity and to create a cadre of women leaders from the region. Our inspiration comes from a deep appreciation for the liberal arts education that we received and our recognition of the need to create more opportunities for women to receive a life-transforming education."

2. I have confidence in the leaders of the project and success of the project. I gain this confidence from the leaders who are transparent, strategic, and professional. I am inspired by the over 50 active volunteers who have mobilized around the world working on everything from market research to creating our Facebook page.



I have a lot more to share about the project in the upcoming weeks but today I wanted to make sure everyone knew about our newly launched website which can be found here and our Facebook page that you should "like" here.

I, Robot

I spent my train rides reading The Economist last year but after my subscription ran its course this year I decided to get back to reading fiction during my commute.

I found myself rereading Isaac Asimov's Second Foundation (also the thinnest book I had lying around). His Foundation series is essentially about saving the Galaxy using the psychohistory to predict human behavior. I had never read any of his Robot series until a few weeks ago.

I, Robot introduces us to the 3 Robotic laws.

1. A robot may not injure a human being or, through inaction, allow a human being to come to harm.
2. A robot must obey any orders given to it by human beings, except where such orders would conflict with the First Law.
3. A robot must protect its own existence as long as such protection does not conflict with the First or Second Law.

The rest of the book is composed of short stories where something goes wrong with one model of robots and no is able to figure out the reason for the malfunctioning without understanding how the Three Laws work. I enjoyed the fact that there was a mystery as well as sci-fi component to the book. All in all a great way to avoid dwelling on pest control issues in my apartment :)

Monday Musing- Find the Future at NYPL

I love libraries! I vividly remember my dad calling me away from the playground swings into the library(hmm this may be quite representative of the rest of my childhood--just kidding! I had time for both! Still do! :) ) to sign up for a library card when I was 5 yrs old. I loved the summer reading program prizes, chatting up librarians, and even joined San Francisco's public library teen council.

I'm in NYC now so I use the NYPL branch near Grand Central. It is really easy for me to drop by during lunch to grab a book that's arrived on reserve. I'm not the only one who has made the library a life-long habit. The lines to check out books during the lunch hour are usually at least 5 people deep (thank goodness for self-check out!).

So here is the link to a pretty awesome, National Treasure-esque game that the NYPL has set up.
This is their description of the Find the Future game.
"It is the first game in the world in which winning the game means writing a book together – a collection of 100 ways to make history and change the future, inspired by 100 of the most intriguing works of the past."


Whoa! The chance to stay overnight in the library and write a book together with 100 other library nerds and also explore the underground stacks of books in a iconic NYPL branch?! How can I sign up?!

I just have to complete this daunting statement below

"By the year 2021, I will be the first person to..."
140 characters only. I assume this is so they can tweet some of our answers.

I'll post my answer on April 21st but hopefully you might also decide to try and play the game!

Rejoining the blogging world

I've kept a running list of blog post titles for a few months now but decided to rejoin the blogging world for 3 reasons.

1. I was inspired and convinced by a recent informational interview I had with someone within my company who runs the company's social media platform that having a blog would be a useful way to keep track of my ideas and make more public some of the side projects I work on outside of my day job as a credit risk management associate.

2. I also found that making regular blog posts wouldn't be as daunting if I had a plan of attack for each day. This is what both Jason Shen and Christina Feng do on their well worth reading blogs. My old blog, What I Made to Eat Today, fizzled after I traveled abroad for work and no longer cooked regularly.

3. I want to continue curating articles and interesting links for my friends without spamming their inboxes. I also want to share more about the projects and ideas I'm involved with.

So here is what you can expect for now:

Monday- Monday Musings
Tuesday - Book/Article worth reading
Wednesday - Wednesday is Woman focused (very likely someone related to the Asian Women's Leadership University Project (AWLU) . I head the networking efforts for the AWLU project.
Thursday - Career related thoughts/lessons/experiences
Friday -Foodie Friday! Friday will be food or eating related!

It is technically Monday so I have two posts today!